DTF

DTF

2018

 I usually get to decide who I will heal,

But you healed me,

And I didn’t even know I needed it.

So tough

So fucked up

And the first time I know it was pity

But the vortex of wild

Shot me back at you

A gust of down to fuck

That no one.

I mean no one 

Would dare step in front of

Only those on grand death defying adventures.

I hadn’t met someone quite like me in a long time.

Which was probably part of the healing

No death defying stunts but once a year

For a couple years

No ultimate heartbreak

For a damn while

Being terrified of such occurrences 

I self sabotage in some way

But you took control

And gave me a real 

Healing kundalini boost.

A powerful gift of ascendancy.

I started taking those first steps

Making my own way.

Not because of you

But you definitely gave me 

an adjustment.